feel tired
I feel tired. Super tired. I don't know why, maybe just living in my unproductive life. Lately, i feel my mimpi just be super pelik. Mimpi kiamat la, lemas dalam tsunami la. Gigi tercabut la. But i think that mimpi bawa makna yang tak baik. But just lazy to cari tahu. It was syirik to trust something like that. And aku ada rasa tercungap-cungap. Rasa nafas berat. Adakah petanda tak baik? Ya Allah. Kenapa fikir bukan-bukan. Btw, aku jarang call umi abah. Just don't know what a topic to talk about. I don't want to cerita about my life. I just don't know how to express my feelings. Walaupun hari aku sometimes rasa berat sangat. Aku just tak nak meluah kat orang. Aku tak pandai nak meluah. Walaupun dekat parents sendiri. My life become difficult day by day. Tak tahu apa tujuan hidup aku. Aku malas. As always. Back pain is also come. Sbb main fon bongkok². Sometimes i just scared. About family sometimes. Just feel tak dihormati. Just feel selalu terasa hati. If ...